I often feel myself beginning to freak out, I am dealing with this the best I can, sometimes I feel like I am dealing with it completely alone. I look at my hands and see my fingers are beginning to twist with all the swelling and damage being done with the lupus and RA. I have a life stealing illness that is happily attacking my kidneys and I feel like not a damn doctor cares, or at least the one I thought cared. I feel like what life I have is passing me by. With no immune system I sit around mainly by myself, oh and my three wonderful dogs (YIPPY) to afraid that I can catch some germ and end up in the hospital at any given time. I wonder how much damage with each passing day is being done to my kidneys while my doctor gets his office back into order and ignores my phone calls.
So I take a deep breath, and tell myself you got this far a little further is nothing. So deep breath is taken..... I have had my daily rant and now onto something fun.
I actually ran with the Elms tonight in game, a 25 man raid. It was kinda cool, I got a nice dagger and shoulders for my hunter. Course the shoulders I did not really want but they were sorta forced on me and low and behold the next boss dropped what I was so wanting, the pretty awesome chest piece I wanted. Did I get it? Hell no I got the crappy shoulders, which in turn closed me out for rolling on the chest piece so some whining jack ass got my chest piece. Oh wait I am whining now. The dagger is nice thank god I use a bow more since I am a hunter and my kitty normally keeps things off of me and out of my face. So the dagger is in all actuality an accessories they make my hips look nice.
I am off to bed now, cya sometime this weekend. Have a safe holiday weekend and drive safe.
licks and nibbles, Dawn
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