No infusion

Well yesterday was suppose to be my day of my long await infusion.  Notice the key words SUPPOSE TO BE........ yes you are correct it did not take place.  It is another waiting game.  Now the reason for this is because my numbers were shakey at best but not in the range for me to receive my infusion so once again it is a waiting game.  I spent the day yesterday in tears, it was very emotional for me, my emotions were already on a roller coaster because of whether my kidneys were behaving, the pain I have been in due to unstable weather and Sierra facing once again more brain surgeries and me not being able to be with her.  So I ended up being a flood of raw emotions yesterday.  Anything I said or did would tail spin me, anything said to me would tail spin me.  But I did sleep last night and got the much needed rest that is being harped at me about.  The sleeping medicine worked, granted I am not overly thrilled with taking yet another medication but I will do whatever it takes to get my infusions and hopefully get my lupus into a remission.

The highlight of my evening was a very sweet surprise from my daughter, she called me and told me to get on my yahoo messenger she had a surprise for me.  I about cried, there was my sweet Sierra and Kaleb and my daughter's soon to be three wonderful adorable step children.  They were all blowing kisses for me and waving.  I am going to ask her to get a picture of all five of them so I can post it here.

Now the worried news, as not many knows my son is also dealing with having lupus, he is 30 years old and a loving father and husband and dealing with this god awful illness.  He is now possibly facing one of the wonderful drawbacks of this illness, he has been having serious stomach pain and will be seeing a specialist to determine what it is.  Any extra illness can spiral a lupus patient at any given moment, so naturally I am concerned and worried.

And speaking of Matthew and Tiff here are some pictures of their two little joys, Memphis and Keegen.  

Now I am off to play in my wonderful world of wow.......  Butterscotch will be level 80 today =)

licks and nibbles, Dawn